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A4 Issue Four

If you prefer you can download the pdf here.

My unending gratitude to Matt and John Yuan (deputy publishers of 1First Comics) who volunteered way back on issue 1 to proofread (off the back of a plaintive twitter plea) and ending up both being great proofreaders and even better editors - constantly encouraging and giving little notes that never alter the fabric of the story but always help.

Stories this issue:

Notifications, Memories of War, Cold Caller, The Civil War, The Monster, Sign Unseen, Ghosts.

A4 Issue Four Notes!

Gah, two stories with War in the title. So annoying. Hadn't spotted it until now, but there it is. It will be my eternal shame.

There were two things drilled in to me from English lessons in secondary school (which I did rather enjoy, I loved writing, and was told to apply for O-Levels early, so I did, and then I didn't do any work because I was fundamentally lazy - so failed it) anyway, the two things: never use the word got/gotten (I think this was my teachers personal bugbear, with teenagers writing "I got given a book then got a clip round the there and got out of there, before he got me" even I'm uncomfortable seeing the word "got" in anything I write) and never repeat a word if you can help it (obvious "I", "and" and so on are all fine). So two wars. Not good. Am annoyed. (Should point out, this is entirely a quirk of my own making!)

From hereon in there will likely be spoilers!

I had planned on a halloween all horror special - or at least as best as I'm able, but of course, I couldn't quite come up with every single story as a horror, so let's start with the least horror like story:

Notifcations

I suppose this and Ghosts share a very common through line, rejection and knowing the person who rejected you never even thinks of you. For a full exploration of this idea, watch the amazing "The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind".

Memories of War

There's a lot going on in the world, and much of it can be traced back so far that you'll never find the beginning point (hello from Northern Ireland!) - and the question is, if everyone lost their memories would those wars still continue. (this story optimistically says we'd all stop, I have a horrible feeling we wouldn't)

Cold Caller

Phew! Lighter fair! Actually there's a different story that uses the same sort of idea (the no-hawkers caveat that many people have at their door) I've been sitting noodling as a short comic for a few years (how many? oh man, it's embarrassing to tell - but let's say I first thought of it pre-pandemic) it would be far too long to do as one of these stories, so this slightly different version of it popped in to my head.

I am pretty proud of that title though, it came late - after I'd written a bunch of the stories and I was thinking "gah, now i need a title" and ping! there it was!

I did want to do stuff that was just a smidge lighter than last issue, because I've been told some of this stuff is DARK. I think of it all in the abstract, words on paper rather than real monsters. But we're haunted by the real and the imaginary, I suppose.

The Civil War

I saw a writer (a good writer;   it'll be a good book) talking their new Zombie book and it got me thinking, that zombie stories tend to be the ultimate "yeah of course I was the assehole prepping for the end of the world, and look, I WAS RIGHT" and I thought "what if instead of it being zombies, it's that everyone was just really really nice to each other ... oh... those asseholes wouldn't change..."

The Monster

I'll be honest, andI bet readers can tell, I shoehorned frankenstien in too this (because I wanted monsters, dammit)

Here's my orginal story idea from the apple notes app:

He had fragmented himself, Pumping his entire written and audio corpus through AI Large Language Models, and created an army of bots, one for each of the balkanised social media platforms. And he was finally free. Free to get on with work.

Is it better? it might be.

Sight Unseen

This could be policitical satire, I suppose. In the hands of a better writer. Instead it's simply a piece of fiction.

Ghosts

Gotta be honest, I just loved the shape and sound of the story. I love that it works on a couple of levels.  It pretty much came out fully formed, and so short. Honestly this is the joy of these shorts, there's not an ounce of fat on the idea, there's no point trying to extend it, and there's a sort of poetic quality to it. Anyway, might be one of my favs.

 

Hope you enjoy it, I would love to know what you think - you can fire me off an email to pjholden at gmail dot com if you like!

dredd wip

Slightly frustrating weekend. Had intended to get two pages done, got one done. So tomorrow I’ve a dredd to finish (and it’s a week late) I’ll catch up the next week (fingers crossed) been struggling with pencils (in every sense of the word; struggling to figure out how to draw and actually struggling to see what I’m drawing – another visit to the opticians due probably) But on the flip side, been finding digital inks pretty enjoyable.

I bounce back and forth between loving/hating digital inks – in the plus column, it’s the only medium that feels like the medium is invisible – I’m drawing as though I were writing – it’s purely effortless. In the minus it doesn’t have the same visceral satisfaction as inking traditionally does.

Anyone, one page done this weekend. Rubbish. (Though technically, I did do seven pages of storyboards as well…)

Trapper Hag

Doing a thing for a thing, can’t talk about it, but doing it. Have asked someone to ink it. Can’t talk about it. 

Hopefully this thing gets used in the thing and the person I can’t talk about gets to ink it, and then I can be all aglow.

Anyway, shh! You ain’t seen this…

Storyboards

Spent today doing a last minute storyboarding job for a chum.

There are things I’m good at and things I’m bad at. Things I’m good at I like to talk about, and I like to make big pointed reference to how average I am at them, and things I’m bad at I like to shout about and make light of it – because it pains me.

One thing I think I’m actually pretty good at is storyboards.

Laying out a story, communicating required elements, and not getting bogged down in over rendering – all play to my strengths.

There’s a few things I’ve noticed myself doing that are a real hang up of comics:

1) Left to right travel is even MORE important in storyboards. Flipped the horizontal on at least three or four boarded images just to keep the left-right flow going. It’s because the story boards aren’t descrete images the way comic panels are- rather they’re a single scene playing out, and cutting to a movement right to left feels odd.

2) Scene setting even more important than comics – I like to drop backgrounds in comics (often removing panel borders and giving white), or cheat them at least, and while many many backgrounds in tv are cheated (just watch line of duty and notice how much of the BG is out of focus) you can’t just drop them altogether., you’ve gotta keep backgrounds.

3) establishing where characters are in relation to each other. Again, in comics, there’s more scope to just cut characters out of a drawing, when the focus is the other character – the page serves as a constant reminder of where everyone is, doing the same thing in a story board has the effect of making the character look like they disappeared.

4) Can’t change panel shapes. Even if you change the panel shapes. I’ll stretch and expand the frame I’m using to draw a story board IF it’s supposed to include some sort of camera movement, so in the above example, that frame is taller than the view that the viewer will see. But even if you do that, you’ve still gotta keep in mind they’re looking at a landscape view – big tall things don’t work (and I like tall panels)

Anyway, those are all the tiny nuggets I gleaned from the little amount of story boarding I’ve done.

The above image btw is from the World of Tanks video game sequence, I story boarded and drew up final art that’s been animated for the game. It’s  pretty crazy!

And, as if to prove, that no plan survives contact with the enemy, I ultimately dropped Tower Bridge above for Big Ben, and inked it up and it was coloured by Dee Cuniffe 

Darkseid Digital Doodle

mmm… Always frustrated that things are less realistic than I want. I don’t think I knew what I wanted from this digital paint job, but this isn’t quite it.(I like the Kirby crackle though…)

Dept of Monsterology book 2

This is one of many pages I did for Dept of Monsterology book 2. This was one of the 49 pages I drew in a month. Some of those pages were, hand on heart, some of my favourite pages I’ve ever drawn. Lookit hitlers little left foot.

You can buy a digital collection of book 2 for just £6.99 on Comixology – it’s a bargain! 

(and hey, if you’re not already a Patreon of mine, you can sign up for $1 to see early pics and some exclusive pics, and get a behind the scenes peek, with articles on Clip Studio Paint and Comics story telling for the early bird price of just $5 – only a limited number of slots at that price!)

Drawing board wip

I’m back to digital inking. Failing eyesight, and arthritis make it a better way to ink – instead of fighting with my hands and eyes and the pen and ink, I’m just battling with my ability to draw.

I never win, but I do, at least, get the odd lucky strike.

One two, Rogues here before you…

I wanted to try and paint something in Clip Studio Paint, more impressionistic than I normally do – or at least looser. The first Rogue was done with that in mind but it totally got away from me, like some small bits (I like that he looks blue without … you know… being entirely blue).

Wasn’t what I wanted though, so thought I’d have a go again this time using a photo – so I nabbed a random “male model” sketch off the interwebs, and scribbled roughly the look and painted the colorus based on the lighting in that. It’s miles better. Frustratingly so. Much less faffing in the colours, and the lighting (despite him being blue) is much more believable. I should probably do more studies of this nature.

The Play’s the thing

Auditioned for a play. Got a part. Local am dram.

Bit nuts, this is lining up to be the busiest year ever for me. But then, that’s all the more reason to do something else. Something that I can switch myself off for and just be somewhere else.

I’ve acted before- 20 years ago and went back to it last year, did Macbeth and had friends I’ve known for decades come up and say “I’ve never seen you stand so still”. Then I did another play where I was a narrator and stood on stage stock still for an hour. I liked the stillness. I like the knowing that I have something to say at an exact moment. The most awkward bit of rehearsals I find are the bits before and after the rehearsing where you’re mixing, and I still find myself standing alone amongst a crowd.

It’s wanky to say it, I know, but I like just losing myself in someone else’s lines.

Look there’s me playing ross (centre) in Macbeth! What a tubby little man I have become.

(I still want to do a mega sci-fi fantasy epic of Macbeth… but it’s unlikely to ever happen…)

Girl

I’ve always struggled to draw pretty. Ugly, is more my metier. But I keep trying. Two good friends of mine have suggested, and I think they’re right, that US comics, especially ,thrive on “attractive”-attractive women and attractive men. It may be a British thing that we tend to move more towards brutish (or it may just be me). 

British artists that can do pretty do remarkable well in the States. 

British artists that can’t, end up having a decent career in the UK, but never noticed beyond those shores.

My mum (god rest her) used to say my women looked like men. I’m horribly aware of my shortcomings in this area.

Anyway, this sketch is alright though – literally a 2 minute pen & ink sketch – drawn using one of the Frenden brushes in Clip Studio. My instincts are to use a very controlled line, nothing rough, thought it’d be a fun exercise to use a rough pen to draw something nice.